I’ve recently connected with someone interesting. I’m looking forward to seeing what happens
Blessed Mabon to everyone! I love fall, everything about it really – even the rain. (Which we sorely need in Texas and I’m ready for; my wellies, trench coat and ginormous umbrella are all sitting by the door. Just waiting)
Fall is the time for deep colors, pots of tea, homemade baked goods, knitting and snuggling under blankets. Oh, and I can’t forget warm cider or hot toddies either! And in a few weeks is Samhain – the time I’ll chose new runes for the bottom of my feet.
The fall season has always seemed to be one of immense change for me in some way. Challenges and insight seem to jump out at me and tackle me to the ground more often during autumn. So, to prepare, today I plan on knitting and watching Netflix with a pot of tea.
Youngest Male spawn had a birthday party at the loudest place in the world yesterday. It was like Chuck E Cheese on steroids. Due to said party lasting much longer than the advertised 90 minutes, I missed Doll’s birthday get together 😦
I want to conquer the world! Well, yeah – but since I’m pretty sure running the world would be a huge pain, I think I’ll skip it. Instead, I think I want Daddy to find a new girl. Yep.
I’m not crazy (I don’t think). With the schedules that we work, he has large amounts of time when I’m not with him. Plus it looks like I’m gonna have to start traveling for work and that will be more time away from him. I don’t want him to be lonely. I’d like to know that he has someone to hang out with, take to dinner, shoot with…have fun. And if they have sex, I’ll deal 🙂
He’s had sex with other girls before. With me in the room is my favorite, even if *I’m* not having sex. I get to watch (I am a voyeur) and Daddy is so beautiful to watch. And he’s had sex when I’m no where around…this I have a bit more trouble with honestly.
I know that having a 3rd, even a participating 3rd, can be a drag. Sometimes a couple just needs couple sex. But sometimes I can’t help feeling left out and unnecessary when that happens. That’s my failing and I own it and try hard to disappear.
I probably just need more practice 😉
So, I don’t really cook. Even with a recipe, things usually turn out not quite right. Edible, but probably not what the end product was supposed to taste like. But ya know what? A family of 4 is expensive to feed; especially when 3 of them are male and 2 of *those* are growing.
So, Daddy and I have talked about it and it’s been decided that I’m going to cook more. I have the approval to comb thru cookbooks and the internet and find stuff to cook. Daddy will buy what I out on the grocery list and according to him as long as we still grocery shop at Walmart, it’ll be cheaper than eating out most of the time.
It’s a good thing I have aprons!
Everyone loves vacation! And most people, including me, dream of weeks upon weeks of unending vacation time. I mean who likes to work? But one of my favorite things to do is to take just a day or two off during the work week.
I can spend time with myself since the Kiddos are in school and depending on the day of the week, Daddy might be asleep (he works nights). There’s no line at the nail place, Starbucks is relatively empty after 8:00 and movies are less crowded! Also, the yarn store…..on the weekends, *everyone* is there. During the week, it’s much less crowded and hours can be spent there if I want to. And sometimes I do – cause I adore the yarn store!
Today, daddy and I are having lunch with our Dear Friend. Tomorrow, Eldest Male has a mid morning scrimmage and we are going to watch. Huzzah for mid week vacations!!
Daddy has resumed chatting with his harem. (Technically not a true harem, since he doesn’t own them and they don’t live with us – more like a collection of women around the world that he chats with on varying levels). And I’m handling it much better this time around.
I can’t really say what changed. But I feel more centered and loved. Sexier and confident. *shrug*. I’m not sure that the why really matters. I mean, it matters to ME, but Daddy doesn’t really care why. He’s just glad that I’m handling it like good property should.
Mysterious new gig from a few months ago is no longer new but is *still* rather mysterious. It’s kinda fun!
School is fixing to start here and football practice has already started….. Which means that instead of being a hormonal teenager, Eldest Male is now a hormonal, exhausted and extremely surly teenager. This is the number one reason why I don’t like football.